If you look back in history
All those who became great
Those who really changed the world
Those who left their mark
Those who went in for what they believed in
What would have happened if they'd been too scared to do it?

If the great shamans and seers not dared to take the wand and hit the floor when they would
If they'd kept quiet because they did not dare to show themselves
What would have happened if their surroundings suggested that they were crazy and they had hidden themselves?
What would have happened if they would have taken into account and released their orders in favor of earthly cares and concerns of others?
What would happened to their mission, with human development, with Earth's big steps?

Atlantis ... it would have survived then?
Lemuria before then ...?
How would life have looked like today?
Humanity would have gone a completely different way
Yes, many people think: maybe it would have been better
The Earth would not have been as dark
No, maybe not ... maybe it would

But of course there is the human desire for development and experience
To get the FEEL, with big letters
Feel the dark
feel the power
feel love
feel pleasure
feel hatred
feel envy ...
Imagine the experience
Imagine what you would have missed
Feeling in a body on Earth
That's what the goal was, yes!

Lemuria and Atlantis ... yes but it's not enough
Not enough clod
Not enough darkness
Not enough feelings of body
No, it was simply not enough 

Now it's time to hit the wands on the floor again
Not on Atlantis and not at pharaohs this time and not with the same goal
But it will be
It will be seen even of those who do not want to see
It's time to finish the next chapter in the history of mankind
Taking the next shift over into the next phase
The energies of Atlantis are back
Mankind playing again with the future
Again chooses the road
Will once again take new paths
This time it will be new

Those who see see things they have never seen before
Those who see do things they have never done before
It's almost time to release security for those who should hit the wands on Earth this time

What a beautiful moon this morning
Soon it will be new moon again
and winter solstice
Around the Earth the contrasts become clearer

Here in Sweden people stress as usual preparing their celebration
A celebration of love it shall be
Now, do not forget the love for yourself and everyone else
when you run around like squirrels
and do not forget that there are more important things than the perfect setting and a perfect look at family dinner
more important things than all the Christmas gifts that will be found and wrapped

In other areas on earth there will be no gifts to wrapp but people just fighting for survival
On our streets the poor are sitting and reminding us of what we do not want to know
We hear voices and statements in Sweden and other countries which we heard for nearly a hundred years ago around Europe
We recognize the voices and the words but especially the implication and where this can lead
Some experiences people should not forget ...
They should recognize the warning signs

Think about that the love which the Jew, whose birthday you are celebrating, felt was to all of us
Should we follow the story of the pacifist Jesus, I think we may modify some of our opinions against each other and about each other
Do actually not think he'd appreciated condemnations so very much...
Responsibility for yourself and your actions, he would probably have liked
Love for our fellowmen, and to those who need help should have been obvious to the man the legend tells about

He was actually the one who welcomed those who others did not want to include

Yin and Yang
Darkness and Light

Everything in perfect balance

It gets darker now
It gets brighter now
Because the light becomes stronger on Earth even darkness becomes stronger and vice versa


Now there are three dark years ahead of us
or three years of contrast ...
How you want to look at it
The humans learning time is not in the funniest section just now

If it is dark outside the stars are most visible
The sky with all the glittering lights is most beautiful and clearest when it's really dark outside
Find the light in yourself and in your surroundings
Be careful which way you choose
Not always the major roads are the best

Mother Earth is united with itself and heals
The body is damaged but soul and spirit are light and strong
Almost everything is in place for the new time

May the sun shine brightly and clearly without dark veils
May the moon shines brightly and clearly
May the stars show the way with its light
May humanity find peace in themselves internally
peace with each other and peace outside
I pray for the blessing of our Earth and all her children

Sirius, Hubble Space Telescope

Mother Earth
A place for all kinds of beings, both incarnated and non-incarnated
both beings of our dimension and other dimensions

Many people describe abduction
Grey
A being who is active in another dimension but sometimes also seen in our own
No beings that lives on Earth but foreign based

These beings are neither good nor evil
They do as they are told to do
Now they have been told to leave Earth and to take everything that is their own with them

All they have left in form of energies or objects in living beings and in earth shall be removed

There is a large object located in Earth
Just like a big wheel
Transmits and receives
Controls and conveys
This was removed
The wound in the earth is still to heal

The Earth and the people will be affected by this in some way 
It will make them feel both happy, sad and scared all at once

Many humans perhaps will experience an abduction when it will be cleaned and cleared

Grey will probably hopefully soon not be a burden for people anymore

                      The Earth seen from Apollo 17                       


                                                      

Rain and rough weather outside
Darkness and darkness and darkness around the Earth
But even light and light and light ;-)

There is so much light and so much darkness
so the contrast has not been clearer for a long time

There is worry on many levels around Mother Earth
The uncertainties and peoples doubt creates this
Those sent on commitment here move to their positions
and everything is as it should be
While they struggle to understand the human inside of them
It's the contrasts that teaches people what they should learn
Why humans need to have it so obvious before they understand?
There are probably many who are wondering about that

Think about all the wonderful and loving around you
Choose to reinforce this with your thoughts and words
Do not give in to negative thinking spirals and don't end up in condemnation and in darkness
No, it will not be lightfully to judge just
because a "light" person does it
or a person experiences herself as lightfull
Your thoughts and actions will create your future

Autumn with it's beautiful colors struck the country
Today the picture below has already changed after all wind and rain
A beautiful season
Mother Earth's outer goes to sleep to release the internal forces
Humanity follows the flow
Many heavy feelings are now shown when the outer darkness enters
The wind reflects unrest
The rain purification
Meanwhile, there is so much warmth and light around us
The hope is light with candles
The hope that the circle of life and death and rebirth will continue one more lap

At last new moons energies landing properly with us
It becomes easier again
A completely different energy wave is coming in now
Still, however, a certain weight on the earth and her children
And it'll stay a good while to come
Be patient with each other and yourselves
You can not be perfect right now
if that would ever be possible ;o)

Autumn has come to us in the northern hemisphere
The southern half is on the way to spring time again
Common is the transfer and the change
Alternating between seasons
Alternating between rest and activity
Here with us the nature will go to rest
But our spirits and Mother Earth's spirit will wake up
to change and shape our present and future
Let's weave with love and joy

It was a long time since I wrote here
As you see I´m back

Now I will try to show up more often 

27 september

A friend at the forest path
Beautiful
Unsecure friend
Mighty spirit
We probably should know who to play with and how
A nice outside does not mean that it is a simple playmate
But take your time to feel in such a companion when you meet
The spirit is handsome and charming, but we can probably feel that there is something fishy

17 september

Much is going on around us and around the earth
It is so easy to concentrate on what is perceived as negative
The darkness has a place on earth right now
It teaches us to see the light
People need insights in order to change and change themselves

The friends from outside tells me that the earth is heading
into a darkness that will be solid
While our light shines stronger than ever

The friend goes on to tell
the light is seen clearly when it gets dark
Like a small flame that you hardly see when it is light all around
When it gets dark in the evening the light can be seen clearly
It spreads both warmth and light to all sides and
warms even the hearts
Think of it when the dark time is coming

You have a light inside of you, and if you cling to light this flame,
it will light up and warm all around you
You should not allow this light go out even when it's windy and hard to keep it going
It will go! You will fix it and so will you be seen and many want to light flames and light up and
warm in the cold and dark

When there are more and more the world will change eventually and people will see the difference
between the lights that are only pretending and
lights that are part of the greater light, we all come from

It is a long and dark road to get there
But not so long as many fear
We will manage through this time
We will all get along if we do not let the light go out on us

Went and poked into the soil
Almost time for the potatoes
Spring is here and the light returns to the earth in many ways

Went and heard people's thoughts and felt their feelings
How they talk about others
How they add responsibilities to others
Responsibility for everything they have trouble with and everything they do not understand
Not wanting to look at themselves in the mirror
Not wanting to see what lies at the bottom of themselves, for it hurts to see
To believe that one can escape from it if you focus on the outside
Trying to cover

It hurts to heal, usually my friend the spiritshaman says, when he lays on his hand
He is not the only one who knows that
It hurts for a while then it's healed and gone forever
But that moment requires different amount of courage from different people
No it does not help to throw darkness around yourself when it hurts,

it just increase the number of people that has been hurt
And your own wound just gets harder to handle

There are so many who wants to act for the light, and they are totally convinced that of doing it
Sure they do it many times and we are all enormously grateful to them doing this
It is wonderful with light meditations and with people praying for and sending light at different times
We all agree on this
It is needed

A human being requires more
It is a healing process that we need to go through
One needs to go deeper than others just having skin-deep wounds
The beginning is to see oneself
It's all our actions large and small who choose the direction
Hatred and anger are just hatred and anger and nothing else
Thinking and feeling hatred for others, it is not light you give forth and act in
It is the opposite of love and it will not be anything regardless of who you are
And it gets bigger if you don't want to see it



Thoughts and feelings form energy relations
If you think of another person it reaches independent of
you believing in it or if this person notice it or not
What kind of energy is it you want to send out?

The world is holding its breath
Much is going to happen 
Soon  
Everyone is waiting
Everybody is longing and fearing
Everyone is wondering what will happen  
We know  
We remain silent
We obey
We prepare
No one will know
No one will wonder out loud
No one will see
No one will hear
Before it's too late
Before it already has happened
Before the world goes the next step  
Heavy

Humanity's great gathering has made it’s decision
The decision that will determine how our future will look like

The Earth is in a change
All of us who lives on this planet takes part in this change

The question discussed was how humanity's evolutionary path will continue
The options were basically two

One is a longer and slower development path
Which means a very long time by quite a large darkness , suffering and a continued large affliction on Mother Earth

The other is a shorter but a tougher road
Which means a shorter period of great suffering and great changes on our planet and for the people
A purge
War and destruction
Natural disasters and strong heavy events

Although this road is hard and heavy and involves very dark and difficult events
it was the way humanity chose for their future

Consideration was given to Mother Earth
Consideration was given to future generations who live on this planet
Consideration was given to the length of time of suffering and darkness that would lie ahead
etc.

A wise decision

When humanity's energies came back from the gathering , they came with a great grief
A grief over what has happened and a grief over what is to come

Nevertheless the decision was make in the name of love and light
Let us hope that love grows strong on this planet that we currently call home

The full moon was strong and is still active with us
Last steps taken in thoughtfulness
Major events waiting in front of us
Old stuff weighing down
Soon we will fly over Mother Earth
Soon I will knock down the wand again
No one will notice it first
Then it will become clear
Water element again

2009 I saw what would happen
Five years later, continue
It's not over yet
Just took a break in 2011

Sirius is in its place
We are in the Sirius field
The earth will be shaken
Mankind knocked up
Before everything gets light there will be much grief

Mother Earth's heart is about to heal the wounds
The joy is about to return to her place
Times of Freedom are near for all of us
The earth will change

Suffering was given birth to Earth and pain
Through the woman to the women's time that starts now
The same energy that creates wounds will also dissolve and heal them

Dear friends
Now when the new era has begun, it is time to realize the situation
We all need to act to unite the four nations on Earth
Love needs to prevail on Earth before it's too late to stop everything which may happen
I do not usually write such lines and have a hard time expressing myself that clearly

Help each other to pray for our Mother Earth and help us to pray for the people
People's free will is now granted
The more people who act in the name of light, the more chance we have to get rid of dark shapes falling over the Earth
Let us help one another and pray for light and love and power for those who act for peace on Earth
 
Gather and drum, dance and sing
Give life to joy and help light reaching out with all his force
Spread love to each other
Think beautiful thoughts not dark ones
Fear not but trust that regardless of what happens: Everything is as it should be

The Great Spirit that helps us to find the way up is always in us and around us
We are united in it
And our forces creates light and love for our children's future

Full of love and beautiful energies
Full of thoughts on my journey with the friend
Freed writing feather and releases it away in freedom

Meetings with friends who lives in their worlds
and meet you on journeys in love and light
The touch of an elf's hand that makes you feel the vastness of our universe
That teaches you to understand that there are no limitations than those contained in our heads
The friend who offers his life for me
Provides to carry and support
Talks about our path and our longing

Yesterday started my new year of working and development
Seven times seven years are behind me this time
We'll see when I think to quit and go home to take new steps again
There is much to bear down to earth before it
Much to convey
Do not find the thread, not the way to formulate the words
Let someone help me with this in future

Writing feather lies there and just needs to find the way to my center
The friend touches it and it lit up
Glitters and gleams

Earth beginning
Great beings go over the earth great and glorious
Strong
They land and beat their wings
They walk and look at the earth
No, there is not one creator and yet there is
There's creators
Many


And still we are creating

In other ways today than in past
Not that loving all times
But love is so far from the most down here
The true love
Love that does not require , that does not count, just being
The love that burns when it touches you
Love that lets all your bodies glow
That which will solve all the dark at the same time
Love that is opposed to fear
The love that is so obvious
The earth was created by and in this love
Love keeps it alive
Love let it heal itself

The writing feather reminds ...

The light is coming back
The heat is perceptible in the winter cold
The warmth in the heart
The soul
Old memories appears yet
Old wounds heal
Old dark agreements are broken for all future

Shackles and chains that blocked so long released finally in love
Give back power and force

Time to write again
Time to find new ways
New roads with new companions
New plans and new hope

I can see the pictures from the old vision
The one who gave hope and thoughtfulness many years ago
Ways to go with friends

Spirit Animals going in front of me
Spirit shamans who shielding off
The dragon flying over me
Many entities around me
Safe routes
It is still not New Moon
Coming soon ...

The New Moon that comes with changes
When the moon's light disappears it will become the light
Initiation time
The new ages beginning
Small steps we are taking and large ones


Again the Earth takes one step further in its development
Mother Earth takes heavy steps into the future
Heavy with wisdom and love
Heavy with confidence and hope
The weight meaning so much security for all of us that follows

Again new steps into the future
Again again worlds are opened
Again, signs and symbols
Again, the old things dying
and new things creates in love and light

Finally ...

It's a long road we have behind us
Many eons ahead
Somewhere on the path we are


The shamans circle remains
Old friends gather


Many times before we have taken place in the ring
Many times before we have put our magic on world course of events
Many times we have put evil and many times we have added light and love
None of it was coincidence
Well-planned and well-made

Now it's light magic that brings us closer to our homestead and up

The darkness fades

The Norns weave is changing