Thursday 21 November 2013

Some glimpses from the summer and autumn events

Workshop in August

Bokedalen in Jonsered










Wild in September

Slottskogen in Gothenburg

For one night I encamp under an oak tree in Slottskogen (Castle Forest).
People came to visit.
We talked and listened to the drum.

A wonderful evening with so many new people.
Thanks for openness and curiosity about what a shaman has to tell.
Thanks Acéphale Naïvité for a delightful and rewarding evening!






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Artikel in the Swedish culturemagazine Avant










Tuesday 19 November 2013

The river flows slowly through the tunnel
Not far from the beach, it goes down in a waterfall
The trip in the canoe goes with firm strokes towards the fall
There is no danger
The journey normally go that route
Down in the darkness
Forward
Far
Large
Worthwhile
New
Every time new

The old location, the journey
to the tepee
The friend's tepee
The wolf is also there
Receiving
But, as usual, I draw with the eagle some circles before I land among them
I'm landing in front of them
Turning to the woman and standing quietly

It was a long time ago I found the way to the canoe and to this place
The wolf comes and says hello
She has been with me quite often
Several times since I was here last time
The friend invites me into the tepee
There is one other person with us today
I greet with a nodding
An old acquaintance

We go into the tent and sitt down in the ring around the small fire
I have a desire with me today
"I know ," said my friend the older Native American " I know that you crave "
" Yes, I want to leave a mark on the earth. Alter. Create. Mould.
It lingers for a long time"
No, it does not take too long. It takes just as it is good. You know that. So you need to live patience still a while. "
" Yes. , I know. I just do not know how .
But I know that I, as usual, will live up to it. Up to what I want.
What is needed and what is.
There are few who understand , my friend. "

The old man throwing herbs into the fire and it smokes beautifully in the tent.
It becomes clearer and more transparent.
Our common friend sitts silently beside me for a while and look into the fire's flame .
" Where are you heading? " he asks me then.

"Where I'm going .... if ... I know where I'm heading.
There are many pictures, many visions I have had.
Many roads leading there. My path leads there.
They feel close and distant at the same time.
I think of Mother Stone and my first ritual meeting there.
There was something manifest that will endure.

I'm going where the wind carries me when I fly as the eagle.
I'll get there my heart pulls me when I walk in the streets.
I'm going to my fulfillment.
I'll meet friends, brothers, sisters, when the time comes.
I'm going where my soul has decided to go.

The road seems long, difficult, complicated .... Needless ...
But I understand that humans go slow roads.
Humans must get used to the light.
It was dark in the hearts for a long time.
They need to find new ways, but they do not believe these roads will work. Not yet ... "

"The wishes are too big .
That's where the problems sometimes begin. "

"Yes, that's right.
I just saw that I forgot one detail ...

The way is the goal.
That's why I 'm here. Here again .
Many times it was. Many times it´ll be.
But the goal is to be here and now.
It's a good way to go.
A happy and easy route this time."

Gratefully, I get up. I bow to my friends.
I will fly one round over the beautiful landscape.
Then I take the road back into our reality where the road continues .



Tuesday 23 July 2013




 The beautiful Nordic summer

Enjoyed it even in Åland / Finland this year
Some wonderful days at the beach
Sat on the polished rocks and thought about the usual holiday calm
The other side withdraws during the holiday period
 

I can barely touch with friends on the other side
apart from my friend spirit shaman which is always near me
My friends think I need to rest
I'm not sure that I agree with this : o)

The silence of my surroundings both inside and outside, and in all dimensions is palpable

I open myself for the nature spirits living in the area

The answer is a kind and soft whispering


 


I´m whispering with you for a moment



7 May 2013

Sitting on the patio
Opposite me, he stands leaning against the railing
Colorful clothes today
Very dark red, some yellow
The long hair down and a hat askew on his head
The elves shaman standing and looking at me
He looked for a while before I saw him

Sat in my thoughts

Thinking of what to write and looking at my scriptIt was a long time since I wrote, and it seems to need an elf kicking start in my writing again

My friend is happy today

He can be so thoughtful and serious sometimes
Unusually severe for an elf


"Time eases

It will be easier nowJoy comes back more and more
Delight to experience human development. You collect pupils and apprentices from all sides.
They are beautiful.
Beautiful friends and beautiful creatures 
Deep, sad, but also happy and progressive. 
They have a long road ahead of them down here 
Many of those will be coming back here many times. Maybe in 
different dimensions. Perhaps on the same. 
Imagine how many people strive to realize themselves, find their 
way into the worlds. 
Many who are still groping in the dark.
They are going to you find the way out if they are paying attention.

Let them develop and let them do their experiences. 

Those who find the light in themselves will see the dark shadow of the outskirts. 
Those who dare will face the darkness in themselves and can heal it. Transforms it into light, light up everything.

Remember when you were traveling to the "star meadow". The small temple where you met your dark side. "


I remember this. I went into the small temple that stood on the edge of the meadow.

My helpers followed me into the anteroom. Then they only showed a door.The room I was in looked a bit Egyptian. The walls were painted. 
The door also. It was narrower top and wider bottom.
I went to the door and opened it.
The room was dark, I saw nothing. I lit my inner light and saw. 
Although this room was painted. I somehow knew that my life was painted in symbols on the wall. I saw that I was standing opposite a female being. Dark, nasty, threatening, powerful. She had the power to destroy, and she did it in the past. She had acted that you could see in her face.

I realized that she was a part of me. It just felt obvious.

I also knew I did not want to act in these fields any longer.
That time was past.

There are other things that are required today. The road goes up not down into the darkness.


Earth's path. The peoples way.



The woman and I met inside of me. We became one. I left the room without turning its back on it.

Facing his own darkness. To receive and forgive the own darkness. Not to endorse but to heal.


My friend nods. "That's a part of the shaman path."
 

The saga which is life continues.


Monday 18 March 2013

Landscape walking continues

We walk through the woods
No paths
No roads
Greeting the large stones we're passing by
Mother Stone
Father Stone
Brother Stone 

Sister Stone

Coming up with a dense spruce wood
Cultivated
So dark and so hard to get through
No forest - a plantation

The humans have reached here

Proceeding through free forest
Arrive at a slope
Greet at the portal
Stones guard at the entrance to the area

We went down the slope to a raised stone
Mother Stone
Before we came to Mother Stone there is another portal
A port build of two trees
One dead and one alive

Mother Stone has healing powers I learn
She is strong and the whole place is filled by her energies
I walk a circle around the stone and talk to her

I'm going to come back many times to this place



Monday 11 March 2013

It's cold outside
The sun shines
Soon it's time for hikes
Out to my sites
I have my first hike in mind led by my friend the ghost shaman
Rather early in my education
A hike that went in a circle

The first place
A group of large stones of nature placed in an open square
An entrance to the underworld lies there
I was awash with grief
Nature spirits great sorrow
A people of gray beings who felt so bad and was so sad
I cried with a moment about human encroachments

Have never been there after this
I should only visit this place once
Sometimes I think back to these beings and wish them success
They have been helped to heal their grief
by sharing it with an human



Goddess Temple consecration March 8
I was invited there by a friend
A memorable experience
Many people whishing well for Mother Earth and her children
Many people experiencing the world with open minds
Many daring to be themselves

The ceremony was beautiful and rewarding
There was many energies in the room 

The priestess desired balance and balance was
All sorts of energies kept the peace in the room for a while
The drums spoke
It shone a connection from
Urðr's network to the temple



May the Temple in future contributes with light and love
in the work for Mother Earth

May many seekers find a bright path to walk on in context
with Gothenburg
Goddess Temple



 

Thursday 28 February 2013

The fog is like a veil over the valley 
It's cold again
Maybe the sun will look out later

 
Visit from home
Cosy and secure atmosphere
Grateful for these moments

Shaman ...
Standing with one foot in each reality
All the time
Not only when you connect
You are connected all the time
It is only the degree changing

How different is the world then?
The world is no playground either in this or the other reality
Most of us already have understood that at least about one of those

But the joy and warmth and the love that I experience is hardly possible to describe
To feel love
Sure, all or most of us feel love for people
But to feel love beings from the other side gives us is something special

Love feels like fire



Monday 25 February 2013

Full moon
Late winter
Cold
Ice

Now I've been silent for a long time
Didn't write at all
Maybe it's time to break the silence ...
A lot has happened to me and around me
Nice things
Much to be happy about

New Moon in March brings changes again
And when will the solar storm starts?
The sun gathers strength to throw energies toward Earth
Man in the hand of Universe

As usual 
 
Yesterday I was in the woods
Elve kids came running when we were near the settlement
Cheerful and lively as usual
Great to see
To see ...
How can you see them ...? Not with your eyes but with a different sense
The picture comes into your head and connects with the background and all you see with your eyes
How do you know that you see them and not imagine?
You know it if you just stop to dismiss your inner images as chimaeras

You also feel their energies
That's what comes first
A feeling that something is there, something moves

Humans are so afraid to take their visions seriously





Saturday 12 January 2013

The fire element is on the go and this already is shown on Earth
After the water elements dominant time,
which began in the autumn of 2011,
has another cleaning element taken over in December


The fire element is very special, it can be very bright, but also very dark
If you imagine a fire burning wood you will see the flames "eating up" the wood
What's left is ashes and rising smoke

Similarly you can imagine the elements rampage
Put yourself in the picture and see what you will come to




New Moon in January
I looked forward to this time
Now the energies
slightly decreases
My attention is directed upward and forward
A new cooperation is gently starting

New connections are placed in service and old ones dissolves

There is much change
Take responsibility and move forward is the motto of this January moon
What does it mean to be responsible?
Responsibility at all levels, in all dimensions and of all time
Quite exciting to imagine this
Working like me you can see the consequences of the actions we performed thousands of years ago